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| Monday, January 25th, 2010 | | 4:44 pm |
| | Friday, August 14th, 2009 | | 3:42 am |
Don't be cross...it's becoming so fucking clear....
Another night, another wasted opportunity. I guzzle down booze and smoke my nicotine laced death and wonder, have I made a poor decision in life? I sit back, gaze and ponder at the inevitable horizon. Life is experience and brother, boy howdy, I've lived it. Or have I? Situations, choices and all manner of voices seize my consciousness. My soul torn asunder by the dreaded cacophony of the future's hated trumpeter. He's coming. He is playing a beat so personalized that I only I can hear it's rhythmic progression. A beat so diabolical, that only I can truly understand it's subtle intricacies. The devil's come down to Georgia and fuck you Charlie Daniels, I can't escape his haunting melody. Friends, lovers and country men, lend me your well worn ears. I've seen the future for us all and it's not the shinning utopia you so seek and desire. In the words of Charles Bukowski, its a garbage loaded scow, fully loaded, headed far out to sea, blending in with the sickening, blood red horizon. It's setting, casting a horrid rouge tinge across our lives. And then, blackness. Okay, maybe I mishandled that drunken assholes words, but fuck, it probably gave you a rise. Isolated, alone, afraid. Sailing the seas without a port to call home. I understand Donald Crowhurst's dilemma. I feel like a failure, a let down, a poor misguided misanthrope. I've cheated others...but more importantly, I've cheated myself. The trumpeters distant call, ever swelling towards the inevitable splash down, is drawing me in. I can hear the sirens call. I am bound to wreck on the shoals. I implore you to save yourselves. Seek understanding with the world you live in, that you have created. Seek understanding with the wretched souls who inhabit it, who you have tried so hard to ignore the pleas of. And by God, seek out the last shining piece of what is inside of you. It's not to late. Your time is short, your ports of call vast. Give it a shot. Give this decaying and dying world all you have got. Trumpeter...just give me one last day to make it right. | | Sunday, May 17th, 2009 | | 6:17 am |
Drinking makes me feel more awesome, because I'm unhappy and have raging personal problems..............or maybe not, hmmmmmmm? | | 6:05 am |
Hmmm...
Just felt it was time to post something in here again. I'm beginning to feel like most of what I have worked towards was for naught. People are never what they think you are. Perhaps they get too comfortable in an equation of what your friendship is, of what it represents. Perhaps they never truly figured it out to begin with. In any event, my eye's are fucking open now. Friendship is mos def a two way street. Oh, and if you twitter because it's the new cool thing to do, like so many of my friends try to discuss, you are a fag. Status updates are awesome when you have a sense of humor and that's about all. Facebook is fine and Myspace, though slightly dinked in the armor, is still useful. If you delete one or the other because Twitter is your new savior and God, then your a fucking slave towards trends. Your life is empty and without meaning. Congrats, you're and asshole. Being more punk rock in regards to life is fun. C.B. is my new hero. | | Sunday, January 25th, 2009 | | 1:33 pm |
| | Friday, January 25th, 2008 | | 2:47 pm |
| | Saturday, December 1st, 2007 | | 10:27 pm |
Fuck technology....
All it fucking does most of the time is hamper me. Everything is automatic now, so one slip up on your part and the machine locks you out. Now I can't get the damn DVD drive to open. Technology and me are not friends, nor will we ever be. Vendetta. | | Friday, November 2nd, 2007 | | 11:32 am |
Watch out Oscars 2008!!!!
Because here comes 'Fast Glass'! This trailer is so precious and amazing, that it would a crime against humanity not to let you know about it. Enjoy: Okay, so I have a few questions to ask: When did we start IMPORTING meth? I was unaware that meth was now being created outside the country that originally fucking created it? I mean, I understand that drugs, such as cocaine and heroin, must be trafficked in because the plants from which they are derived only grow outside this great land of ours. What I fail to see is why meth (In this movies logic) is being transported in. Unless I'm missing the part where they're taking off from my bathroom sink to an unknown landing strip on top of Nick Carters Tour bus. (Nick Carter is consequently in this film. Apparently, he thought this was a VH1 Behind the music special) I was unaware that things such as Ephedrine and Drano were only native to country's where drugs Czars named 'Escondido' call home. On that note, did the writers of this film have the newest edition of 'Cliched Mexican names database'? Lets take a look at our friend IMDB to figure that one out: Vasquez.........check Rosanna.........check Carlos............check Sosa(apparently a downgraded drug dealer name since the 'Scarface' days).....check Gutierrez........check Lupe..............check These are the kind of genius writers that think having dinner at 'Taco Bell' is expanding there cultural horizons. Speaking of Taco Bell (which I assume is where most real life Crystal meth dealers and addicts eat), how the hell are the people in this movie living 'The fast life'? I understand that meth can be profitable in that, 'I bought the Camaro but can't afford the wheels' kinda way but not in the fabulous mansions, playboy bunnies wanna do a line off my penis in the bathroom stall kinda way? Maybe I have just not been out to the meth side of town in a long time. Next time I go, I expect to see glass mansions (Figuratively and literally) overlooking cocaine dealers ramshackle shanties. That's it, I'm spent. However, I leave you with this warning: "Canyon.....thats the GRAND CANYON!!" | | Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 8:53 pm |
Happy Halloween everyone..........
Its that time of the year again. A time for the Devil to get his day in court.  "FRANKENSTEIN, GET YOUR FUCKING ASS ON THE GROUND, NOW!" | | Monday, October 8th, 2007 | | 4:45 am |
Christ..........
Im realized that my sense of humor is severely fucked up. Half of the skits and ideas I end up thinking up are wayyyyy to awful to ever actually do. If this world was only a little less judging and more hilarious, then I might have a shot. Viva me! | | Sunday, May 6th, 2007 | | 6:26 pm |
Ah man....
What happened to you Livejournal......you used to be so cool. Everyone, myself included, neglects you for Myspace. I promise I'll be more attentive and I won't push you down the stairs anymore. Just don't scare me again like that. I love you baby. That's why I hurt you. | | Sunday, February 25th, 2007 | | 7:18 am |
Ughhh.......
Matt and myself take drinking to a whole new level. I feel like shit and at the same time, like a fucking champion. | | Thursday, January 25th, 2007 | | 10:01 am |
It's my Birthday
Happy 25 to me cause I'm awesome! Gonna be up to some shit tonight, so call me if you dare. I would love to hear all your voices. | | Saturday, December 23rd, 2006 | | 6:23 pm |
| | Friday, December 15th, 2006 | | 7:44 pm |
| | Friday, November 24th, 2006 | | 8:49 am |
Thanksgiving...........
Well, I haven't posted in quite sometime, so figured now was good. I had a pretty decent night all and all but I actually learned a thing or two as well. I learned that people are essentially sheep. We struggle so hard to fit in and stay in that we lose sight of who we want to be or have to be. The game of it all is overplayed and redundant. Perhaps it is the fact that I am maturing, getting older becoming more wise as to the way the world works? Maybe not? I have always tried to hold onto the belief that being who you are is the correct choice that one should make in life. For awhile, I lost my way, did things I wish that I could take back everyday. It's that little thing in all of us called a soul and I have to adhere to it from time to time. I spent my time tonight with my good friends and forgot the sheep. I blew where the wind took me and had some great experiences. I would rather spend 10 minutes with a true friend, then a hundred days with anyone who perceives themselves as 'hip' or 'cool' or whatever the fuck archaic thing they call it. Dear friends, whether you be close or not, it is time to wake up and see the world and life for what it is. Do not perpetuate the myth of 'cool' anymore. Be yourself and actually enjoy the people you are around. Relish the friends that are here now and may not be tomorrow. They come but once and when you make the effort, will be there for life. Remember that everyone around you is human and deals with there own joys, fears, sorrows just like you. Putting up an imaginary front only displays your insecurities to anyone who actually views the world around them. Be thankful for the people that are brought into you life. It's my Thanksgiving and it's the most important thing I am thankful for. Current Mood:  listless | | Monday, July 10th, 2006 | | 2:18 pm |
Ok...........
There's probably nothing more surreal in my life then realizing that I was sitting around yesterday, in the middle of Utah, in the middle of a fake baseball field, dressed in 40;s gard, along with a baseball player and Uncle Rico (Jon Gries), listening to an Italian broadcast on a world band radio of the World Cup. It seemed normal till I thought about it. This month has been real intresting. | | Saturday, May 27th, 2006 | | 6:05 am |
I think I heard one of the best compliments the other night. It was simple, but speaks volumes to me. "You.........you're just always Brennan." At least I know I am my own person and this makes me smile and feel alive. No cheap gimmicks or conformist or non conformist bullshit. I am who I am and I love that. | | Sunday, April 23rd, 2006 | | 6:22 pm |
Quite a weekend........
Well, I went to Santa Barabra this weekend for a meeting with a producer named Steve Traxler. The meeting went exceptionally well and things are looking up everyday. Also, I a have a meeting soon with Lawrence Bender who produced 'Pulp Fiction', 'Good Will Hunting' and others. I'm not sure when yet, but I'll keep you informed. Other then that, had a lot of fun, saw some old friends up there and relaxed all weekend. More to come later....but, before I go i want to post this:  Caue it struck me as kinda funny. | | Monday, April 17th, 2006 | | 2:23 am |
Yowza.....
Finally got back to Long Beach. I got stuck in traffic because of a massive accident on the 605. i'll go into more detail tommorow because I am fucking exhausted. I just needed to write this to remind myself. Good night! |
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